Where do I start? I truly believe I was born in the wrong time period. My personality & mindset doesn’t fit the modern day bullshit of 2013. Maybe at some point I mentally matured past 90% of my peers. Or, maybe that same 90% are trying to keep themselves relevant while I struggle with reality. At this point I’m not completely sure. People come in all forms & think millions of different ways. I’m slowly learning to accept that. I say “slowly” because there are certain aspects that at some point have made me want to physically harm people because of their opinion. No, I’m not crazy…the shit just seemed that idiotic to me. But they stood by it, no matter how illogical or nonsensical it may have been…they stood by it.
You see, I’m a firm believer in logic & common sense. Now, some astrological nutsack would be quick to point out it’s because I’m a Virgo. That’s not the case. It’s because growing up, I had people around me to teach me to look at shit from different angles & make the best judgment. That has nothing to do with being a Virgo. That has EVERYTHING to do with people instilling values in me who AREN’T Virgos (seriously…not one) but also had common sense & used logic. Out of everything they’ve ever given me, I thank them for that. I couldn’t imagine being the average dumb ass without a sound thought process. Yeah, I said it. A lot of niggas are just dumb as fuck in many aspects & I’m glad I’m not one of them. Take it however you will, but it’s the God honest. That doesn’t mean there aren’t dumb women by the way. Only an idiot would think like that.
Many things piss me off, & if you know anything about me, you’ll know I used to have a really REALLY bad anger problem. That’s the main reason I dislike social networking sites. They’re practically the breeding grounds for morons. Take a look at all the screenshots & see for yourself. I have a hard time being around idiots & there’s no “off” button with social networking…ESPECIALLY with 140 characters. All that aside, I can normally keep my cool when I’m faced with things I don’t particularly like.
If you’re in a spot where you’re happy & deem yourself successful, cool. Good for you. Your prestigious degree & subsequent job at that Fortune 500 company makes u feel good & that’s awesome. However, not everyone wants that. Some people are content working at Subway & living with 2 roommates. I’m sure neither of you have much of an effect in each other’s lives, so why does it matter?
I constantly see dating preferences thrown out. “A man must have this & that & be willing to do this & be this”. I NEVER, EVER see “as long as he genuinely loves me for me, I’d be willing to help him figure out his life where I can”, & that’s what pisses me off the most. Everyone feels like they’re the authoritative figure on how someone else’s life should be. Of course, in what you’re reading at the moment that includes me, however from MY standpoint I’m trying to get you to think outside of the box. Think on a different plane for once.
Once you open your mind to different options, you’ll notice how much more clear shit becomes. Try it. You just may learn something about yourself from new experiences.
Ramblings & Other Shit 